Time just flies by!!

On 23rd Oct, 1995 I saw DDLJ (Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayegein), I still remember the date as that time was full of excitement and exuberance, since the same day it was chotti (small) Diwali so after watching such a wonderful movie( on the first day) I was bursting cracker, and if you have ever lived in New Delhi, winters are amazing air is filled with sound of band and music since marriage season starts from Oct and last till Jan.
I have no idea how these 14 years went by, life was smooth, thanks to parents and still it is but don't know a desire to do something on my own, earning good amount of money to keep not only keep myself but also people around me happy and also to donate some to charities. Incidentally, I also watched "Wake up Sid" today, I can somehow correlate my life to that movie, at one time I had coolest friend-circle no studying just having fun and now everything is gone, I am studying most of the time but difference only being I don't know will it ever be useful since economy is no mood to revive and hence hardly any jobs.
Never felt so much un-motivated and directionless in whole of my life.